2009年8月28日，晴。
今天和昨天一样，上着同样的一堂课。只是今天刚上了半小时的课就打瞌睡了。昨晚太迟睡了，所以没精神。哈，朋友说我整天迟睡，眼睛已经够“大”了，加上又肿，使得我的单眼皮看起来开与没开都一样。
今天的这堂课，也让我领悟到很多道理，比如说你不喜欢某人的某些动作，自己已经到了忍无可忍的地步时，你会怎样？ 默不作声呢？还是爽快的说出来？我自己在想很多时候，我都会选择忍下来，因为得罪一个人， 只会让自己多了个敌人少了个朋友。你呢？跟我一样？又或是相反呢？就因为这一个问题，我被其中一名友人骂我说都被人家踩到头上来了，还要低声下气的继续手头上的东西，真笨，最伤人的是，我才不像你是一条听话的狗。真可笑，世界上真的什么人都有，就是有像我友人这种性格的人，他说，就算要命令他，对方的职位就要比他高，否者根本就没资格命令我。你又同意吗？
我在医院实习的这一段时间，看到了很多东西，就拿其中一个来说好了，有些家属在知道自己的亲人得了某种疾病的时候，都会要求保密，不要让患者知道事情的真相。可怜的病人都会藉着家属不在场的时候问我们他的病情进展到什么程度的时候，你该怎么回答他呢？该做一个装傻扮不懂，说自己什么都不懂或骗他说很快就会康复的好人呢？还是把事实真相说出来的坏人呢？
所以，有时真的很难做抉择。我还在学着这门深奥的学问。如果你有方法的话不妨说出来大家一起来检讨一下。
Friday, August 28, 2009
Thursday, August 27, 2009
真实
2009年8月27日 ，雨
今天好累因为连续上了六个小时的关于人类神经与精神科的课。 人虽然贵为万兽之灵，有着其它飞禽走兽没有的东西--- 感情与思维能力。但也应这两种东西，让许多的人不知受了多少的痛苦。原来一个人失去这两样东西会如此可怕，因你会忘了最深爱得人，忘了自己是谁，甚至不懂自己下一秒会做出什么事情来自己与爱你的人。我想他们的世界是孤独，黑暗，冰冷的吧。
常在想，带着真实的一面会交到朋友吗？又或者人家会践踏了这份真实呢？以前每次我妈都会告诉我对一个人再好都要保持着一定的距离，因为你不懂对方什么时候会伤害到自己。长大后才发现原来确实是这样。真可怕。所以也不能怪那些带着面具过日子的人，如果可以选择的话，有谁想过这种生活对吧？
不久前，在一个朋友的部落格发现他说了这么一句话：真心对一个人好不一定有回报，而你忽略的人往往会是最重视你，真心希望你幸福，为你好的人。所以如果真的找到了，请好好珍惜，因那可能是你不知修了多少年的福气而来的。我还未找到，你找到了吗？
所以，有一位友人问我：“那你打算做什么啊？” 我希望可以做棵树，因为树给与我的感觉好坚强，象征着无限的生命力，而且，也可以让累了的路人乘凉，在继续他们的路程。友人却告诉我那要是被砍了呢？怎么办？我想就算会有这么一天的话，也没关系，至少我付出过，也算有一点贡献吧。
今天好累因为连续上了六个小时的关于人类神经与精神科的课。 人虽然贵为万兽之灵，有着其它飞禽走兽没有的东西--- 感情与思维能力。但也应这两种东西，让许多的人不知受了多少的痛苦。原来一个人失去这两样东西会如此可怕，因你会忘了最深爱得人，忘了自己是谁，甚至不懂自己下一秒会做出什么事情来自己与爱你的人。我想他们的世界是孤独，黑暗，冰冷的吧。
常在想，带着真实的一面会交到朋友吗？又或者人家会践踏了这份真实呢？以前每次我妈都会告诉我对一个人再好都要保持着一定的距离，因为你不懂对方什么时候会伤害到自己。长大后才发现原来确实是这样。真可怕。所以也不能怪那些带着面具过日子的人，如果可以选择的话，有谁想过这种生活对吧？
不久前，在一个朋友的部落格发现他说了这么一句话：真心对一个人好不一定有回报，而你忽略的人往往会是最重视你，真心希望你幸福，为你好的人。所以如果真的找到了，请好好珍惜，因那可能是你不知修了多少年的福气而来的。我还未找到，你找到了吗？
所以，有一位友人问我：“那你打算做什么啊？” 我希望可以做棵树，因为树给与我的感觉好坚强，象征着无限的生命力，而且，也可以让累了的路人乘凉，在继续他们的路程。友人却告诉我那要是被砍了呢？怎么办？我想就算会有这么一天的话，也没关系，至少我付出过，也算有一点贡献吧。
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
开始 VS 结束
2009 年8 月26 日 雨。。。。
今天是我重开自己部落格的第一天。已经有几个月没有写了，所以免不了有些生疏。不知从什么时候开始就突然下起了倾盆大雨。这场大雨下得真是时候。雨后的天空透明了许多，少了些杂物，就连星星也闪得特别的亮眼。真好。以前我不喜欢雨天，因为它很多事情都必须耽搁。长大后才发现原来可以藉着这个机会回想很多东西。你呢？雨天又带给你什么？
开始的定义是什么？结束呢？常听人说开始是你迈开脚步的那一刻，结束是另一个阶段的开始。好复杂噢。人就是这样不时吗？总会用尽各种方式来鼓励自己。有件事收藏在自己的心里很久了，一直都放不下。所以都让自己好累好累。有一个人在三年前就叫我放下了，但好想告诉他，很抱歉让他失望了。对不起。但我还是会继续下去。能撑多久，我不懂。但那是推动我向前的一股冲劲。我想结束的那天来临时，我会怎样？每次想到这里忍不住一在阵心痛。但希望随着时间的流逝，我的心应该会慢慢的坚强起来吧？但愿会是这样吧.......
今天是我重开自己部落格的第一天。已经有几个月没有写了，所以免不了有些生疏。不知从什么时候开始就突然下起了倾盆大雨。这场大雨下得真是时候。雨后的天空透明了许多，少了些杂物，就连星星也闪得特别的亮眼。真好。以前我不喜欢雨天，因为它很多事情都必须耽搁。长大后才发现原来可以藉着这个机会回想很多东西。你呢？雨天又带给你什么？
开始的定义是什么？结束呢？常听人说开始是你迈开脚步的那一刻，结束是另一个阶段的开始。好复杂噢。人就是这样不时吗？总会用尽各种方式来鼓励自己。有件事收藏在自己的心里很久了，一直都放不下。所以都让自己好累好累。有一个人在三年前就叫我放下了，但好想告诉他，很抱歉让他失望了。对不起。但我还是会继续下去。能撑多久，我不懂。但那是推动我向前的一股冲劲。我想结束的那天来临时，我会怎样？每次想到这里忍不住一在阵心痛。但希望随着时间的流逝，我的心应该会慢慢的坚强起来吧？但愿会是这样吧.......
Friday, April 24, 2009
Last Days Of Night Shift
2 April 2009
Today is the last day for my night shift.....
Feel very happy coz can have three days off.....
Look forward the next morning to come.....
Like the past few days after the report, do the routine things
Check temperature for all the kids in the ward.....
In the Peads ward , we need to take temperature at 10 pm, 12am,2am,5am (for night shift)......
This is because at night the kids more easier to get fever....
Fever in kids is different from adult, if adult got temperature around 39-40 Celcius we might just feel very cold, shivering, severe headache....
But for kids, if temperature reach about 38-39 Celcius , if we didn’t take any action they will go into seizure....
Seizure in kids will cause brain damage in them.....
That why we need to take temperature every 2 hourly.....
The poor things is some parents they don’t know how to appreciate our hard work and still will scold us when we go take temperature......
Like why you keep on disturbing my baby..... or now only she settle down, you all again come...... and MANY MORE......
I don’t know la.... Why sometimes when we do something for people. They don’t know to thanks but still want to complaint this and that.....
This make me very upset la......
Because of this la..... keep me moving on till now....
Lastly, want to thanks the staff in Peads ward for teaching me lots of things.....
Today is the last day for my night shift.....
Feel very happy coz can have three days off.....
Look forward the next morning to come.....
Like the past few days after the report, do the routine things
Check temperature for all the kids in the ward.....
In the Peads ward , we need to take temperature at 10 pm, 12am,2am,5am (for night shift)......
This is because at night the kids more easier to get fever....
Fever in kids is different from adult, if adult got temperature around 39-40 Celcius we might just feel very cold, shivering, severe headache....
But for kids, if temperature reach about 38-39 Celcius , if we didn’t take any action they will go into seizure....
Seizure in kids will cause brain damage in them.....
That why we need to take temperature every 2 hourly.....
The poor things is some parents they don’t know how to appreciate our hard work and still will scold us when we go take temperature......
Like why you keep on disturbing my baby..... or now only she settle down, you all again come...... and MANY MORE......
I don’t know la.... Why sometimes when we do something for people. They don’t know to thanks but still want to complaint this and that.....
This make me very upset la......
Because of this la..... keep me moving on till now....
Fortunately, they are still people outside there know to appreciate.....
Lastly, want to thanks the staff in Peads ward for teaching me lots of things.....
Third Days Of Night Shift
1 April 2009
The third night i work... Tonight i think very tired la..
Coz can't sleep well in the day times.......
After the report.. i go serve oral medication to a small girl....
This is the second time i feed her medicine...The girl at first she takes the cough mixtures but she also got one antibiotic to take...
The grandmother come out from the room and call me to feed her grandchildren....
So i follow her lo... When i want to start feed her... she start to"SING' d ( cry).......
The father saw all this then he " JIA LONG" go and take the syringe from me ( because children difficult to feed them, so we use syringe to feed them all the oral medicine) .
The next minutes after he push the medication inside her daughter mouth, she vomit out all the medicine...........
Poor girl...... Because of her dad...... She need to take another dose........
Wat i learn from staff nurse is if you want small kid to swallow the medicine ( liquid form).....
Pinch her nose and automatically, they will swallow the things...... But not all the kids you can do the same method to them o......
The third night i work... Tonight i think very tired la..
Coz can't sleep well in the day times.......
After the report.. i go serve oral medication to a small girl....
This is the second time i feed her medicine...The girl at first she takes the cough mixtures but she also got one antibiotic to take...
The grandmother come out from the room and call me to feed her grandchildren....
So i follow her lo... When i want to start feed her... she start to"SING' d ( cry).......
The father saw all this then he " JIA LONG" go and take the syringe from me ( because children difficult to feed them, so we use syringe to feed them all the oral medicine) .
The next minutes after he push the medication inside her daughter mouth, she vomit out all the medicine...........
Poor girl...... Because of her dad...... She need to take another dose........
Wat i learn from staff nurse is if you want small kid to swallow the medicine ( liquid form).....
Pinch her nose and automatically, they will swallow the things...... But not all the kids you can do the same method to them o......
Second Days Night Shift
31 March 2009
Due to the "SWEET" noise, i hardly sleep.. BUT wat can do?
LIFE still need to go on......Tonight i found something special....
There is a Iranian kid. He is very cute... but very pity him coz he had three thing buldging out from his head....
I think he didnt feel like that as he still can run here and there with the three burden on his head.
All the staff there like him very much coz he very kind to all the staff....
He even give me a packet of biscuit to me on our first meet...
Such a good and nice boy....
He will only sit quietly when the doctor in charge come and do round...
That night the doctor come around 12 midnight to inject some saline ( sterile water) in to his three buldging things..
Poor kid that is the first time i saw him crying....Hope that he can gat well soon...................
Due to the "SWEET" noise, i hardly sleep.. BUT wat can do?
LIFE still need to go on......Tonight i found something special....
There is a Iranian kid. He is very cute... but very pity him coz he had three thing buldging out from his head....
I think he didnt feel like that as he still can run here and there with the three burden on his head.
All the staff there like him very much coz he very kind to all the staff....
He even give me a packet of biscuit to me on our first meet...
Such a good and nice boy....
He will only sit quietly when the doctor in charge come and do round...
That night the doctor come around 12 midnight to inject some saline ( sterile water) in to his three buldging things..
Poor kid that is the first time i saw him crying....Hope that he can gat well soon...................
Night Shift
30 March 2009
This is the first day i start night shift.
At first very look forward to work, but when i know i need to work in Paeds wards..Haiz...
I hate the most is small kids and BABIES.....
No choice need to work also......Start work d... first hear report....
Walau, Dont know wat they say specially the drip..
The most terrible is , most of the kids all got drip..... Aiz......
Finally finish report , follow the other nurse to serve medication.... you know wat i do?
NOTHING.......only follow coz cannot give to small kids...
The time pass by very "FAST" although i cannot stand d......
but due to "FACE' problem...... I just tahan.....
7.30 am the next day... the most happy moment ( can go back d) haha.......
But still got 3 more nights to go....... Before go back condo to sleep, Sure go EAT first la.......
Haha........After the breakfast take a bath and want to sleep.......
But got renovation downstairs..... OH MY GOD! how can i sleep...... err...err....
This is the first day i start night shift.
At first very look forward to work, but when i know i need to work in Paeds wards..Haiz...
I hate the most is small kids and BABIES.....
No choice need to work also......Start work d... first hear report....
Walau, Dont know wat they say specially the drip..
The most terrible is , most of the kids all got drip..... Aiz......
Finally finish report , follow the other nurse to serve medication.... you know wat i do?
NOTHING.......only follow coz cannot give to small kids...
The time pass by very "FAST" although i cannot stand d......
but due to "FACE' problem...... I just tahan.....
7.30 am the next day... the most happy moment ( can go back d) haha.......
But still got 3 more nights to go....... Before go back condo to sleep, Sure go EAT first la.......
Haha........After the breakfast take a bath and want to sleep.......
But got renovation downstairs..... OH MY GOD! how can i sleep...... err...err....
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